Been neglecting LJ for a bit :(..but srsly so much has been going on lol. Omg school sucks so bad T_T Biology is kinda scaring me and also intermediate math is a little :(. and like 2 of my classes have cancelled their class because of the RIDICULOUS amount of snow that we have here. Its like -17 and I feel like alaska! but some other lovely things that has been going on *My cousin has been staying at my house cause he broke his leg so he is lots of fun. WAY more fun then my brother!AND he only speaks spanish so I'm getting to practice espanol!~~ *OHAYOCON is coming in 15 DAYS...I'm so NERVOUS and I don't know why! *I'm a YEAR away from having an associates! (though I'm still really confused on what I want to major, cause I want to do something exciting other than teaching...maybe working for the government or FBI or something? I just don't want to get shot :o) * I finish Yoko's gun (one of the cosplays I'm doing ..this thing took me most of break especially cause I did all the detailing with clay and such *Yay Some frustrating things that have been bothering me is my sister is suddenly starting to pop up in our house because she wants to "Make amends with my parents" and such bullshit because she's getting married or whatever but basically I give her the silent treatment and scary creep glares.o_O I REFUSE to talk to her and I'm ultra pissed at my mom cause instead of giving her shit about basically stealing her insurance and our families savings to pay for her fucking nursing school or whatever she talks to her as if nothing happen. Maybe I'm just bitter iunno I just want to get out of my house FAST >.<;! I seriously just want to punch her in the face and urgh this other side of me just gets so pissed. Hence this is also the reason why I am excited about the associates cause maybe I could just do something quick like a pharmacist assistants and figure out my real major later -sigh-.Also since my cousin and my brothers skank are in the house it feels like theres like 7 people in the house and I truly feel like a mexican lol. I've also been feeling kinda socially awkward ? It's not more awkward but more like annoyed REALLY easily especially when I drive cause I absolutely hate it when people don't signal and cut me off and urgh iunno.I just get so angry because after all this time my brother and sister have NOT CHANGED..at all. They continue to be arrogant, rude, selfish people and that just makes me soo upset. I'm so embarrassed by their attitudes and the way that my parents are just okay with that. So I'm kinda glad right now that I didn't buy the ticket cause I barley had enough to cover for school and such. JJC is SO CRAMMED this year I kinda want a bubble..so now I must be off and study!! away!! oh I'm also on a no-carb diet I lost 7 pounds so add that to the win side! :D New Years Resolutions *save up for a car *get a lab top *because god knows I can get any school work done at my house due to my siblings neglect* *apply for hella lot scholarships *hopefully get my associates soon *MOVE OUT *get into a university and study abroad Basically the jist of it all lol Current Mood:  sick
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